You, personally, have nothing to be afraid of, you've done all lessons, you've learned this chapter, you've repeated that chapter, necessary excercises you have done accurately without delving into details, marked sentence you have divided into components, using pencil underlined with one line, two lines, corrugated line... for some reason i don't like that stupid dot-line-dot-line! Yes! Marked word you have divided... prefix, root, suffix... there turned out to be no ending. Mom checked it, everything is correct, you have nothing to be afraid of, but you don't know yet that teacher doesn't love you. It's not that she doesn't love you because you're like this or that. She doesn't love anyone at all. And is it later, afterwards will turn out - teacher wasn't needed for loving [you]. Until now everybody loved you: you're the best, most beautiful, most wonderful, smartest... All relatives were exalted. Even if you memorized some easy poem about a hare or a ram... Easy one, it was not hard for you. Of course, you made it look like big effort, but in reality it wasn't. You sit on your room, some guests come to visit your parents, they drink something, have snacks, everybody is cheerful... You know very well what will happen now. Dad will say: well, son, come here. Go on! They give you something from the table, and... But here - teacher doesn't love [you]. You know everything here, everything there. And you know: you will enter classroom, there's some good girl cleaning blackboard with wet rag. At first blackboard is shining, then it will dry and cover with white spots. And teacher has class journal on the desk which has your name and all about you inside. And behind teacher's desk there's flowerpot with some kind of plant you can't stand watching at. And you know: as soon as blackboard gets dry, she will come in and it will start! But there, in another part of the building, there are three windows - that's chemistry cabinet. In general, that isn't hard subject, it's not hard to... even amusing. But there above the blackboard always day or night Mendeleyev's table is hanging and - most important - Mendeleyev's portrait. And Mendeleyev is looking at you all the time. And even if when Mendeleyev is used to you sitting by the window and you go to sit by the wall... it didn't take more that two seconds for him to find you and fix his stare on you! If he wasn't watching... it woud have been easy to learn whole table along with chemistry. But he watched all the time! Teacher doesn't love you. There it was much worse...well, not that worse... We were sitting in train-cars, there were may of us. Train was going to far east. We were going to serve and all this was somehow real, somewhat serious, somehow...I don't know how. Very real and very serious. Train went, went, went, went... Then - boom! and railway ended. All in all, country ended along with it, continent ended along with it. And there was Vladivostok. We had to step out of the cars. We stepped out... and I didn't take liking in Vladivostok from the very beginning. Why didn't I take liking it it? Was it worse then my native city? No, porbably better. It is, after all, city or russian mariners, russian glory... What's there in my city? Factories and manufactures. That's all. Here it smelled like sea. But I somehow didn't like smell of the sea. Why didn't I take liking in this city? In Vladivostok live many, many people, they were born there, they grew up there, they lived there, they died there and were content. But I didn't take liking in it! To be honest, I didn't take a look at Vladivostok during day even once. We arrived there early in the morning and there was thick fog, even something between fog and rain, that is, either very thick fog or very thin rain which is hanging in the air and isn't falling down. All city consisted of those strange lights and some sounds, and there were ships ------------------------------ Читайте также: - текст Последний дюйм на английском - текст Долгой жизни Синьоре! на английском - текст Дни затмения на английском - текст За двумя зайцами на английском - текст Сети зла на английском |