imagination, l noticed that she has a liking for conversation on serious subjects. For 15 years l have studied the Apocalypse. She agrees with me that our time is that of the third black horse, whose rider holds a measure in his hand. Everything is ruled by measure in our century. All men are clamoring for their rights. ''1 measure of wheat or 3 of barley a for a penny''. And men desire freedom of mind, a pure heart, a healthy life, and all God's good gifts by pleading their rights alone. The white horse comes next with his rider Death and is followed by Hell. We talked about this matter when we met, and it impressed her. - Do you believe all this? - l believe and explain it. l am but a beggar, an atom in the scale of humanity. Who respects Lebedeff? But in here l am equal to a noble man. Such as the power of the mind! l am not feeling well, and my head aches. Go to the country. l am also going with all my children. - To Pavlofsk too. - Everybody goes there? lt's a pleasant place on a green hill, cheap, good music, so no wonder it is popular. l'll stay in the lodge. -As to the villa... - Let it to me. lf you please, prince, l could tell you something that would interest you. A certain person visits Pavlofsk pretty often... -Aglaya lvanovna... - Enough! lt's not my business. Take care. This is the hotel. Take the luggage. Nicolai Ardalionovitch said, he would be back by 3. lf he is not here at 3.30, then he had gone to Pavlofsk, and would dine there. Your room. Thank you. Just arrived. Parfen! - My visit is ill-timed. - No, it's all right! Please, welcome. Parfen! Tell me honestly, did you know that l was coming to Petersburg? l supposed you were coming and was right. But how was l to know that you'd come today? Why are you asking? When l jumped out of the train this morning, two eyes glared at me as yours just did. Whose eyes may they have been? l don't know. lt was a hallucination. Perhaps. l often have them. l feel just as l did five years ago, when my fits were about to come on. l like looking at that picture. That picture? A man's faith might be ruined by looking at it. So it is. - Shall you go abroad? - l don't know. You remember, we came up from Pskoff together? lt was cold in the train. You are staying here for long? Yes, l'm at home. Where else should l go to? l guessed which was your house from a 100 yards. -Why? - l don't know. l set eyes on this, and l said to myself that it must be yours. Nonsense! Strange, that this troubles me so much. lt was built by my grand-father. The Khludyakoffs, eunuchs, used to live here. lt's dark in here! A very dark place. ls that your father? Right you are. -Will you marry in here? -Yes. - Soon? - lt doesn't depend on me. l am not your enemy, and l will not interfere. When you planed it in Moscow, l didn't interfere. That first time she fled to me from you and begged to save her from you. These are her words. Then she ran away from me. You found her and arranged another marriage with her. And now she has run away from you again, right? lf it is true, l won't set eyes upon her, And l will never even come to see you again. l've never concealed my opinion from you. l have always told you l consider this marriage would be ruin to her. You would also be ruined, and even more hopelessly. lf you split, l should be pleased. But l have no intention of trying to part you. You need not suspect me. l told you before that l did not love her with love, but with pity. l think, these are the right words to say. You said then that you understood me. But did you really? What hatred there is in your eyes! l came to relieve your mind. You are dear to me also. l love you very much. Now l shall go away and never come back. Stay a little. l haven't seen you for long. When you are not with me l hate you. l could have poisoned you ------------------------------ Читайте также: - текст На лоне природы на английском - текст Стиляги на английском - текст Князь Игорь на английском - текст Бежин луг на английском - текст Омега Дум на английском |