on you. I see. But mind yourtone, please. What did you expect, Mister cinema worker? You borrowed 50 thousand from me and sit tight. You think I'm such a stupid ass? You think because you screw my daughter I gonna pay you money forthis? You bastard. You want to spoil my birthday party? Bugging me because of that money! I will kill you one day, I promise! Good bye. You bitch, where are you going? Don't butt in! Get out, you creeps! Let's go to my place and sin once more? You don't want to do it again? Why don't you speak up? He wants it, it's written all over him. What about a love-in? Let us. I've nevertried a love-in. Yo! 'With every year I became more and more convinced 'that Russian people mostly live from one extreme to another. Same with me. 'It's allforgiveness or spite. 'Absolute love or endless hatred. 'No in-between feelings, 'never moderation. Only those ruinous extremes. 'Will I go to the end of my days gnawing at myself, 'sin and repent, fall on my knees and get up? 'Why is this recklessness in us, 'this all-consuming bodily drive, 'with our blood brimming over, 'with our heart bursting from emotion. The excruciating work, the annihilating love... 'How long shall we go on like that: coughing blood, 'in prison, in drinking bouts. Working like slaves - 'driving to death our best ones, ourtalents... 'Or maybe we have been cheated again? 'Maybe we don't need that kind of freedom? 'Until it's not too late, I should try to understand, 'to think it over. Or at least to stop...' What are you whining about? I committed a big sin. There is no forgiveness for me. - So pray and repent. - It will not help. Was it bad, with Toma? What's the matter? It was sweet with Toma. Wasn't it sweet when the four of us were together? It was sweet, but the more sinful it was. But it was sweet, Victor! God doesn't forgive such things. What shall I do now? I will tell you a story, which really took place. Once there lived a mother and her son. There was no father, he had deserted them long ago. So she raised that boy alone. He was the best in school and at the institute. But he didn't want to work. So it was drinking sprees, bashes, women, restaurants... This kind of life asks for lots of money. He was up to his neck in debt. His creditors caught him and warned him. He turned to his mother: 'Mom, sell your apartment.' His mother said no. Those guys crowded in on him. They said: 'If you don't pay the money when we tell you, 'we'll kill you.' So the son killed his own mother. -Are you following me? -Yes. Aweek laterthey found her head in a park. A month laterthey arrested him. Now tell me, Victor. Will God forgive him such an awful sin? Jesus took all human sins upon himself. One can't forgive such a sin, though God will forgive. But that man will be punished all the same. But who will punish him, Victor, if God Himself has forgiven him? Oh, Jesus! And that guy is still alive. He was amnestied and made fortune on some business. And where is the punishment? He killed his own mother who gave birth to him in pains, who was singing lullabies to him, caring for him when he was ill. And will God forgive such a man? Maybe that man is not a human at all? Maybe. And you - I'm asking you personally - would you forgive such a monster? No. What punishment would you offerfor him? The most dreadful punishment? - Death. -As little as that? Don't be so pathetic, Victor. Because maybe death is smth he is asking for. Maybe this retribution will be his best prize. So, your sin compared to his sin... So what, you slept with two women at the same time. Let's go and have a drink. People have a whole ocean of minor sins like yours. I say, Victor: would you marry Toma? Yes. - Even after I... -Yes! Well, it's the same as you atoned foryour sins. Loves atones for all sins. Maybe. Should ------------------------------ Читайте также: - текст Особенности национальной охоты на английском - текст Перестройка на английском - текст Бермудский треугольник на английском - текст Один дома 4 на английском - текст Мимино на английском |