But what if I don't make it?
Youwill.
I know youwill.
What would I do without you?
I loved the dinner.
And I loved the way
they sat us right away.
I loved that there were 50 people
waiting and we just whizzed in.
I called the restaurant last night...
and told them it was
a very special occasion.
What do youmean
youcalled them last night?
- Stop the car.
- Why?
Stop the goddamn car!
Youcalled them last night
but I didn't tell you
I got the audition until this morning.
So howthe hell did youknow?
- Listen.
- Friends on the committee?
Asshole! Stop the car!
- Alex!
- Let me go.
Youhave no right to help me!
I don't want youto help me!
You're going to get yourself killed!
All I did was to make a phone call.
I got youthe audition,
the rest is up to you.
The whole thing has to be up to me!
I'm not going to the audition!
Good evening, Mawby's.
- Is Jeanie there?
- Alex, where have youbeen all week?
Come on, Jake, I don't want to hear it.
Is she there?
She doesn't work for me any more.
She's over at the Zanzibar.
- What?
- Youheard me.
Come on, Jeanie.
We're getting out of here.
No!
Alex! Alex! Jesus Christ!
Alex! What the fuck!
What are youdoing?
Youwant to make a living
rolling around on your back?
I make good money.
I thought youwanted to be a dancer.
Youcall that dancing?
- What's this shit?
- Stop it, that's mine.
Why did youcome here?
Because you're my friend. Jerk!
- I'm cold.
- So am I.
- Youdon't say hello?
- No.
Youdidn't show up at work,
I was worried about you.
- Youlook like shit.
- Thanks a lot.
You're welcome.
Listen, I didn't come here to fight,
I came to see if youwere OK.
Forget it, it doesn't matter.
- What doesn't matter?
- The audition. I don't care.
- Youdo care.
- I don't care.
If youcan't be honest with yourself,
youcan't with me.
I don't need youtelling me what to do.
I don't need to hear your shit.
I'm not a baby!
Get out of here!
Go play with your fucking Porsche.
What youneed is a kick in the ass.
You're not grown-up enough
to smoke.
The truth is, you're scared shitless
of going to that place, aren't you?
- I am not.
- Yes, youare.
You're using me
as an ex cuse not to go.
Get out.
You're just going to piss it
all away, Alex.
Don't youunderstand?
When yougive up your dream, youdie.
See you.
Hanna?
Hanna?
Hanna?
Hanna?
Hanna?
She died.
Yesterday.
- Where have youbeen?
- No place.
- What are youdoing?
- Getting my stuff.
What are yougetting your stuff for?
If it's that bad, why don't you
slit your wrists and get it over with?
I thought nothing ever got youdown.
Youknow, when I started out,
I was 17.
I used to work
in these old movie theatres.
Every cent I had,
I spent on costumes.
I had more fancy costumes
and dresses than youdo.
When I went on that stage
I was looking so good.
One day I just stopped buying them.
I don't even know what happened.
I thought about it a lot.
I just can't seem to pin it down.
The dresses got old
and I just stopped wearing them.
I got some in a trunk.
I'll show yousometime.
OK.
What the hell.
It's showtime.
May the Lord be in your heart
and mind that youconfess your sins
in the name of the father,
the son and the holy spirit.
Bless me father for I have sinned.
It's been a long time
since my last confession.
I want...
I want so much.
Can I start again?# First, when there's nothing
# But a slow, glowing dream
# That your fear
# Seems to hide
# Deep inside
# Your mind
# All alone
# I have cried
# Silent tears
# Full of pride
# In a world
# Made of steel
# Made of stone
# Well, I hear the music
# Close my eyes
# Feel the rhythm
# Wrap around
# Take a hold of my heart
# What a feeling
# Being's believing
# I can have it all now l'm dancing
# For my life
# Take your passion
# And make it happen
# Pictures come alive
# You can dance right through your life... #
l'll tell you what.
l'll give you the Cowboys and three.
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