today.'' Only tell me, break off the whole thing! l will do so this very day. Oh! What can it cost you to say just this one word? ln doing so you will but be giving me a sign of your sympathy for me, and of your pity. But if you say this word, l will accept my poverty. ''- l will be glad''''... - Enough!'' This man assures me, that ''his ''''break off everything'''' '' does not commit me to anything whatever. ''He knows that if he ''''broke off everything'''' by himself, '' and without telling me a word about it, l should perhaps be able to accept his friendship. His soul is a wretched thing. He wants me to give him hopes of myself before he lets go of 75 thousand. He's audacious and shameless. Take the letter and give it back to him. What shall l tell him? Nothing. This will be the best answer. l heard, you are going to live in his house. Yes, your father kindly recommended me to him. l want to warn you. He won't forgive you easily, for taking back the letter. The answer! The answer! What did she say? My note? He didn't give it to her! O my God, l might have guessed it! Of course she did not understand what l meant. -Why didn't you deliver it? - l did. And just as you asked me to. But Aglaya lvanovna returned it to me. When? When she asked me to come out with her. She gave me your letter to read, and then told me to return it. To read? -You read it? -Yes, l have just read it. She gave it you to read herself? l would not have read it without her permission. She cannot have given it to you to read. -You are lying! - l'm telling you the truth. l'm sorry that this is so unpleasant for you. Did she, at least, say anything to you? - Did she give an answer? -Yes. Tell me, damn it! When l asked her what will be the answer? She said, There won't be any. And this is the best answer. Forgive me l forgot her exact expressions. This is what l remember. She throws my letters out of the window! ''''''She never makes bargains''''.'' l shall pay her out for this! But how was it that you, idiot, were so very confidential! Why do they like you? l once was so ill that l really was little better than an idiot. Yet l am almost recovered. lt's not pleasant to be called an idiot to my face. Before we reach you house, maybe it's better to part? l have 25 roubles, and l shall find a lodging. Forgive me, prince, For the god's sake. You see, l'm in trouble. lf you knew everything, You would forgive me. Of course it was inexcusable of me. l really do not require such profuse apologies. Your unpleasant position makes you abuse me. So come along to your house. l shall be delighted. - May l? - One minute. lt's OK. l'll wait. - Got any money? - Not much. - How much? - 25 roubles. Show me. How strange that it should have browned so? These 25 rouble notes brown in a strange way. While other notes often grow paler. Take it. - Ferdishenko. -Very well, what next? A lodger here. Wish to make acquaintance? l came here to warn you. First, don't lend me any money, for l shall certainly ask you to. All right. - Have you seen the general? - No. - Nor heard him? - No. You'll both hear and see him. He even tries to borrow money from me. Avis au lecteur. Good-bye. Can a man live with a name like Ferdishenko? Why not? Good-bye. This is him! As though he were alive! l heard the dear familiar name and it reminded me of the irrevocable past. - Prince Muishkin? -Yes. General lvolgin, retired. Father of Gabriel, Varvara and little Nicolai. May l ask your name? Lev Nicolaievitch. The son of my old friend! My childhood's friend, Nicolai Petrovitch! Nicolai Lvovitch. Lvovitch! l carried you in my arms. Really? But it's 20 years since my father died. 20 years and 3 months. l gave him my blessing for eternity. Your mother... She died a few months later. From a cold. Oh, not cold! Not from a cold,
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