You're going to get yourself killed!
All I did was make a phone call.
I got you the audition,
the rest is up to you.
The whole thing has to be up to me!
I'm not going to the audition!
Good evening, Mawby's.
- Is Jeanie there?
- Alex, where have you been all week?
Come on, Jake, I don't want to hear it.
Is she there?
She doesn't work for me any more.
She's over at the Zanzibar.
- What?
- You heard me.
# Living on the edge
# Sliding downhill to where
The good giris don't but the bad giris will
# Bad giris will
# Don't wanna know your name
You can tell me lies
# Show me all the secrets
Hidden in your thighs, in your thighs
# Seduce me tonight
# Seduce me tonight
# I'll play acts at the stage
Dim the lights
# And baby, seduce me tonight
# I wanna be your slave
Set me in scene
# Take me all the places... #
Come on, Jeanie.
We're getting out of here.
No!
Alex! Alex!
Jesus Christ!
Alex! What the fuck!
What are you doing?
You want to make a living
rolling around on your back?
I make good money.
I thought you wanted to be a dancer.
You call that dancing?
- What's this shit?
- Stop it, that's mine.
Why did you come here?
Because you're my friend. Jerk!
- I'm cold.
- So am I.
- You don't say hello?
- No.
You didn't show up at work,
I was worried about you.
- You look like shit.
- Thanks a lot.
You're welcome.
Listen, I didn't come here to fight,
I came to see if you were OK.
Forget it, it doesn't matter.
- What doesn't matter?
- The audition. I don't care.
- You do care.
- I don't care.
If you can't be honest with yourself,
you can't with me.
I don't need you telling me what to do.
I don't need to hear your shit.
I'm not a baby!
Get out of here!
Go play with your fucking Porsche.
What you need is a kick in the ass.
You're not grown-up enough
to smoke.
The truth is, you're scared shitless
of going to that place, aren't you?
- I am not.
- Yes, you are.
You're using me
as an excuse not to go.
Get out.
You're just going to piss it
all away, Alex.
Don't you understand?
When you give up your dream, you die.
See you.
Hanna?
Hanna?
Hanna?
Hanna?
Hanna?
She died.
Yesterday.
"I'll be where the heart is)
# It's a song that just keeps playing
On the radio
# And you know
I haven't seen you for a while
# I lie awake at night
And wonder how you are
# And I wish that I could see you again
# Is it fate
Or is it luck that brings us back
# Or is it just a common point of view
# Time has put a spell on you
You never seem to change
# And I wish that I could see you again
# I'll be here where the heart is... #
- Where have you been?
- No place.
- What are you doing?
- Getting my stuff.
What are you getting your stuff for?
If it's that bad, why don't you
slit your wrists and get it over with?
I thought nothing ever got you down.
You know, when I started out,
I was 17.
I used to work
in these old movie theatres.
Every cent I had,
I spent on costumes.
I had more fancy costumes
and dresses than you do.
When I went on that stage
I was looking so good.
One day I just stopped buying them.
I don't even know what happened.
I thought about it a lot.
I just can't seem to pin it down.
The dresses got old
and I just stopped wearing them.
I got some in a trunk.
I'll show you sometime.
OK.
What the hell.
It's show time.
May the Lord be in your heart
and mind that you confess your sins
in the name of the father,
the son and the holy spirit.
Bless me father for I have sinned.
It's been a long time
since my last confession.
I want...
I want so much.
# First, when there's nothing... #
Can I start again?
# First, when there's nothing
# But a slow, glowing dream
# That your fears
# Seems to hide
# Deep inside
# Your mind
# All alone
# I have cried
# Silent tears
# Full of pride
# In a worid
# Made of steel
# Made of stone
# What a feeling
# Being's believing
# I can have it all
# Now I'm dancing for my life
# Take