you, not to anybody,
because sometime...
we were little. I was little.
What does "I was little" mean?
That was already me, just man of small measurements, not living for long in this world,
I had new arms and legs and nothing was hurting.
I could, for example, run and yell for hours.
Somebody of grownups could say: Stop yelling!
But I was astonished how could it be interesting to run without yelling?
All has to be done simultaneously.
Another thing. Time was...
it's not that there was much or little time.
It simply was...
this much.
That is - all the time.
Because of this it was possible to stand in winter
when it was snowing...
and light is so white, white because sun can not be seen,
because there are clouds and snow is falling from these clouds.
You stand, you have your coat on
and coat is so thick you can't put your arms down, you do like this...
such coat.
mittens granny has knited you, rubber band...
you stand and it's possible to catch snowflake on those wool threads.
And it can be seen very clearly. This snowflake.
It is so big, it can be examined carefuly,
and then...
and it turns into small drop of water hanging on this
wool thread.
Catch another snowflake. It's different.
Examined it, ...
And hour and a half this way.
It can't be said that it's much fun yet it's not boring either.
Or when fresh snow has fallen, you try to fall on your back.
You fell. Then you try to stand up carefully and look what trace has left.
And then - whole yard's in your traces.
And you're covered in snow like a penguin, snow is here, here, here, everywhere.
You go into doorway and stand by the pipes.
And it started flowing!
And those hard pieces of snow on you mittens you eat off like this,
then you spit around for a long time because there's wool and everything...
And all that is so wonderful...
Or you're playing snow-fight in the yard.
You have snowball in your hand and you have sneaked up
to your friend, your enemy,
you have sneaked up, you have aimed well and any moment
you will hit him in the head with this good snowball
and in this moment some grownup calls from the window - cartoons!
And you...
Cartoons!
They were showed rearly, that was such...
that was more than...such satisfaction could be got from
bonbons or ice cream. You took it, you fell silent and you ate.
In this moment you don't read papers, you don't watch TV,
you don't argue with anybody.
And you eat this bonbon or ice cream with your whole body.
And whole body gets satisfaction from this.
You do this with concentration.
But cartoons - they are [meant] for soul.
They are shown rearly. Monday you skim through whole
week's TV program, find them on saturday, draw a circle around and put "!"
and tell to grownups - god save if you miss that!
There are fifteen minutes of cartoons...happiness!
You ran in, you fell like this,
and one could even cut you in pieces...
You fell how you will be receiving
this happiness and joy from cartoons.
You wait and they don't start. It's either some drawn screen
or something else, or like in earlier days this announcer
read evening's TV program. You think: how doesn't he understand
he's stealing from you valuable seconds of your cartoons!
Then started cartoon music, those strange cartoon letters,
you couldn't stand any longer and went to take a pee,
you came back and these letters are cheering you up, they're strange,
you don't read what's written there, that's not important, letters are cheering you up.
And in this moment you're already like this...
Of course, some puppet movies were shown.
Puppet!
How can one show puppet movies to alive kids!
There are puppets, they do...
It's unpleasant to watch them.
What are the characters there? A bear, for example, a hare and  a hedgehog.
Bear is for certain tightfisted, he has jar of
honey and there's "honey" written on.
He doesn't give it to anybody.
Hedgehog and hare don't eat honey in real life,
but here for some reason