world. Make me immortal. After I die. . . . . .let people speak my name with love for what I wrote. In return. . . . . . I will give you my chastity. . . . . . my industry. . . . . . my deepest humility, every hour of my life. Amen. '' And do you know what happened? A miracle! My life changed forever. I knew God had arranged it all . That was obvious. One minute I was a frustrated boy. . . . . .in an obscure little town. The next I was here. . . . . .in Vienna, city of musicians. . . . . .and Emperor Joseph, the musical king. In a few years, l was his court composer. isn't that incredible? Every night l sat with the emperor of Austria. . . . . .playing duets with him. . . . . . correcting the royal sight-reading. Actually, the man had no ear at all . But what did it matter? He adored my music. Tell me. . . . If you had been me. . . . . .wouldn’t you have thought God had accepted your vow? And believe me, I honored it. I was a model of virtue. I kept my hands off women. I worked hours every day teaching students, many for free! Sitting on endless committees to help poor musicians. Work, that was all my life. And it was wonderful . Everybody liked me. I liked myself. Until he came. He came to Vienna to play some of his music. . . . . .at the residence of the Prince Archbishop of Salzburg . Eagerly, l went there to seek him out. That night. . . . . . changed my life. As l wandered through the salon. . . . . .l played a little game with myself. This man had written his first concerto at the age of 4. . . . . .his first symphony at 7, a full-scale opera at 12! Did it show? is talent like that. . . . . . written on the face? Which one of them. . . . . . could he be? Mozart is not here. -Stop it! -I am. -Stop it! -I am stopping it. I am! I' m stopping it. Slowly. There. You see? I've stopped . -Now we' re going back. -No! Yes! You don't know where you are. Here, everything goes backwards. People walk and dance and sing and even talk backwards. -That's stupid . -Why? People fart backwards. Ssa-ym-ssik! Ssa-ym-ssik! Yes, you are. You are very sick. No! Say it backwards, shit wit! Ssa-ym-ssik. Ssik, kiss. Ym, my. Ssa. Kiss my ass. Em-yrram! -I' m not playing ! -Say it, it's serious. It's very serious. Yrram. Marry me. I' m not gonna marry you. You' re a fiend . Uoy-evoI-I-tub. Tub. But I . . . . . .love. . . . But I love you? -Tihs-ym-tae. -What? -Eat. -Eat. -Ym, my. -My. Tihs. Eat my shit. You filthy fiend ! You filthy--! My music. They've started without me. That was Mozart! That giggling, dirty creature I'd just seen crawling on the floor. -I think that went well, don't you? -Indeed . The Viennese know good music, don't you think? Certainly. Your Grace. Ah, Mozart. -Why? -Why what, sir? Why do I have to be humiliated in front of my guests. . . . . . by one of my own servants? The more license I allow you, the more you take. If His Grace is not satisfied, he can dismiss me. I wish you to return immediately to Salzburg . -Your father is waiting for you there. -No, Your Grace! I would prefer you dismissed me. It's obvious I don't satisfy. I have no intention of dismissing you. You will remain in my service. . . . . .and learn your place. On the page it looked. . . . Nothing! The beginning simple, almost comic. Just a pulse. Bassoons, basset horns. . . . . .like a rusty squeezebox. And then, suddenly. . . . . . high above it. . . . . .an oboe. A single note, hanging there, unwavering . Until . . . . . .a clarinet took it over. . . . . .sweetened it into a phrase of such delight. This was no composition by a performing monkey. This was a music I had never heard . Filled with such longing, such unfulfillable longing . It seemed to me l was hearing the voice of God. Excuse me. But why? Why would God choose an obscene child to be his instrument? It was not to be believed . This ------------------------------ Читайте также: - текст Поздние цветы на английском - текст Северная сторона на английском - текст Ох уж эта наука! на английском - текст Жизнь Эмиля Золя на английском - текст ...Три синих-синих озера малинового цвета... на английском |