see some special clay... Andrei, please go to this dinner today without me. You see, I have to... You would get so much jolted during the day thatyou couldn't walk. And the bathhouse is already heated, you climb the upper shelf, it smells of wood. Really, I have to stay home for a couple of days. To finish up my plan. And I don't feel well, I'm afraid of getting another sty. Feeling like getting back to your sofa? No, I won't letyou. Now or never! Remember? Come here, Ilya! That's where health is! You'll fear no styes after that. - Ilya! - Leave me alone. You think I'm joking? Now or never! Now or never! Now or never! Let go! Let go of me! Let go! Ilya, what's the matter with you? I don't like that. Now I'm going to have a pain in my shoulder. Come on, Ilya. I said, I don't like it. And you do it to spite me. Heaven forbid! I can't do it, and you're making me to. I'm tired. - Tired of what? - Of everything! The balls, the visits, the meetings, the tea parties, the conversations. The everlasting running to and fro, the gossip, the backbiting. I don't like this life. - What kind of life do you like? - Different from this. What, precisely, do you dislike about this one? Not one of them has calm, clear eyes. One man is wretched because he has to go to the office every day, another one is sighing because this happiness has been denied him. That's their ideal, their aim in life. So you don't want to go to the office and sit in waiting-rooms? No, and I don't want your social life either. To admire the symmetrical way the guests are seated, how quiet and thoughtful they are at the card-tables. A splendid example for a mind that wants something to stir it! Don'tyou see that all their life they're asleep as they sit there? Am I more to blame for lying in bed and not poisoning my head with knaves? They meet together, invite one another to meals, but there is no hospitality, no kindness, no mutual liking. What kind of life is that? What shall I learn there? And what can anyone learn from you, Ilya? - From me? - Yes, from you! I'm not going to teach anyone anything. And I don't put anyone to test, like thatyellow-faced gentleman, your gold-mine owner. He kept asking me whether I had read the speech of some deputy and stared at me open-eyed when I told him I didn't read the newspapers. Afterwards he pestered me why, did I think, had the French Ambassador left Rome? MehmetAli has sent a ship, troops have been sent to the East... This yellow-faced gentleman, as you chose to call him, has graduated from two universities. And in the time when your bailiff managed to ruin Oblomovka... this gentleman had acquired ten such Oblomovkas. And he will get twenty more due to his diligence, brains and zeal. At 5 a.m. he's already on his feet, every day he does hygienic gymnastics, he doesn't drink wine. He speaks six foreign languages. He knows everything and everybody. His life is subordinated to an aim, to work, with not one superfluous act, movement or word. And, look, he's healthy and rich, and at 60 he looks younger than you. What for? At 60 a man should look his sixty, and not 35. Yes, but at 35 one shouldn't look 50 as you do. Suppose your gold-mine owner lives another hundred years and acquires another hundred of Oblomovkas. But what for? Everybody only thinks of what is good or bad for their health, to what doctors to go, to what watering-places to travel. Everyone thinks of howto live. But what for? No one wants to think about it. What is your life? Does anyone need you? It's easy to lie on the sofa all day and judge those who do something. But wouldn't it be better to look atyourself? Maybe it's not society's fault that it doesn't suityou, butyours, that it doesn't need you? - It's such a shame, Andrei. - What? Sometimes I'm so ashamed that I want to cry. I often lie, turning over from side to ------------------------------ Читайте также: - текст Человек-Амфибия на английском - текст Москва-Кассиопея на английском - текст Кукушка на английском - текст Слетая с катушек на английском - текст Родители на английском |